After coming to Guwahati again in the year 1971, a transformation started in His life very fast which later proved to be the ultimate. We have mentioned earlier that though He had participated in the Railway movement and many other such labour movement and for His dedication to those movements had even cost His job, yet, He was very hurt by observing the variation in Moral values and its improper application. This variation of mind and speech was evident to Him in every aspect of life as well. He saw that the worldly values are all relative and which cannot be true. A question started hammering in His mind again and again," Isn't there any truth?" Lost in the love of humanity, Bhagavan had to always come across traitors in His life. "So, isn't there any value of selfless love?" He prosperity of His thought and will were blocked by these basic questions. He could only see darkness everywhere. He started feeling that there is no truth at all here. There is no light. That life is just another form of cruel death. Pained by extreme despair He had decided to kill Himself. A humble soft and simple lover of life became the patronize death by falling prey into the hard reality. In this time, He came across a poem written by Swami Vivekananda in the Library of American colony of Pandu, Guwahati. This poem not only changed His life completely but several others who later came to Him. He was flooded Light and hope. Extreme despair transformed into even more extreme joy and celebration of living. The title of this poem is, "To An Early Violet".
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